Today bump into a group of his friends..a guy tab on my shoulder and said " ji ji tan tek lui yan " ( in Cantonese ) ...I just smile and left.

It means ..." loyally waiting lady" ....in my heart I cried out loud, tears at the side of my eyes and I hold it tight.

It's a critic more than compliment.. It sound more like " pak chi tan tek lui yan "....."silly-Ed-Ly waiting lady"

Everyone know who is he... A free and easy guy... No commitment..no intension to build a family..

.Just me so silly waiting and hoping things will change..

Don't tell me tat you hv bought a house and ring... It means nothing to me...they are just a small small thing to be done, more and more to come and to do to take up this responsibility.

I just think u r not looking forward to it.. No excitement...no urgency...no worries...I m just push to the last in your to do list...

It is just so so sad... Very sad..I m really very very sad... What can I do?

Don't be so selfish to hold on my life and do nothing to me...I just want a happy family, caring and loving husband who take care of home...I didn't do anything wrong to be treated like this....

God what hv I done wrong that I didn't deserve for a happy family...why is it so hard to hv my own family. Why he has to treat me so? If he doesn't treasure me then let me go