Went to temple for prayers yesterday...
Previously when I m down I would seek god for direction ...this time I didn't..
Cos god has helped alot...gos has gave me both direction be it good or bad...
Whether things will change better or not is depends on individual...destiny is in ur hands...
No one can help him if he doesn't want to realize...
I m too tired to repeat myself...
I think I m very very close to giving up..I m tired.. Tired chancing for unrealistic dream...
I know my dreams very well..my dream is not to get married...my dream is to hv a loving and caring husband and family...
If I don't hv the secure feeling, no point to push for married...
If he doesn't appreciate and hv th heart to get married, why push for it..

Could only say...I m too silly to believe that would happen in him...