He texted me today : I didn't do well in Greece, can we go Maldives on Christmas?

I dun need a luxury holiday to make it happen...if u present with sincere heart, anywhere anytime will do..
Maldives is just another holiday for him...
Is just a gimmick...

I m not materialistic...
I dun need Greece or Maldives...
I just need an assurance that he will take care and love me by putting me his top priority...

I dun see it...I dun feel it...
One promise after another promise,...
One date to another date...
It's getting latter and latter..

Last month he told me he will do it by oct?then nov?

And now change to dec?

After all his exciting trip to aus, Taiwan and US hn he " may" hv time for me....

Do I look so silly to believe another time?