I don't need a partner that cares ONLY when I fall sick. Even a friend can do better. He is down with sick and diarrhoea since last week and I hv not been asking bout his condition. He may think bout me being heartless and cruel. But the cut in my heart is so deep and the pain I suffer is much much more. He has done nothing much other than giving me kisses and asking me if I feel better.

He soon be away for his trip to Australia, Taiwan, US and some other places, one after another and I will never gonna has his attention. Early next year to get married is already a joke if were to mention about it, house hv no planning on how to renovate or decorate, most importantly....if he cares, nothing is impossible. I just so tinny and seamless in his heart.