Yesterday was a sad and happy day...
I was so determined on Saturday regarding a break in our relationship..but i failed
We got back together.
He came to my house early morning discussing about our relationship. I expressed my feelings, he assured me to change, we cried and we ended up together again...

Sigh, maybe i am worry to make the same mistake again.
I didnt have a courage to request him to stay with me in the relationship when he asked for a breakup. To cut the story short...I was in tremendous confused situation in my love relationship and career. I was promoted and handled new portfolio without any guidance. I put all my time on my work. Partly i also want to avoid thinking about my troubled love. So i spend my day and night on work. I know V put lots of effort to build back our love but i didn't do my part. I am very cold. It hurts him. When i realized that i need to wake up, i decided to stop all the contacts with D and re-focus my time to V instead of work. Unfortunately, the next day, V requested for a break off. I do not have the courage to ask him for another chance coz he said "I can't take it anymore"...I know i must have hurt him alot. I deserve everything that had happened.

So in current relationship, I wouldn't want to make the same mistake again. I know D is changing job and i hope he would spend my time and attention on our relationship after that * Finger Cross*