Energy low....Energy low...
Was helping my aunt baking cookies last night..slept late..
in fact i am having hard time to sleep...
haiz...what bothers my mind if it's not love matter.
feel exhausted with the repetitive probs and scenario...when is this going to end...
OR it will never end?

Very often my old memories return ...especially when we have arguments
I started to recall the good memories with V ... among all the relationships i had/have, he is the most understanding BF. We seems to have the mutual understanding...we know what each other have on mind without much explanation. We LISTEN to each other...and we LEARN...

But with Dan, I find it hard to make him understand or listen to my feelings...I am getting tired repeating myself, expressing how i feel all the time and making him learn to understand me.
I am getting tired talking talking and talking for the fact that nothing goes to his ear and heart.

Lately, i am getting impatient...i believe i have reach my limit of patience. I have heard enough of promises, sweet words and less action...i had enough...

i am getting quiet ...keeping myself silent...my mind and heart need a BREAK!