10th Jan 2010 is the date he promised to change and heal our relationship. He requested for 3 to 12 months time. I agreed.

At that time, I can't take it anymore and expressed my feelings and told him about my thoughts of giving each other a break to consider our relationship. In fact he doesn't say much and he did lightly agree with my suggestion. I couldn't believe it and asked if this is really what he wanted? You see...again i am soft-hearted about it.

When i asked if this is what he wanted too...he then said that he promised to change and give him some time.

Today, 13th Feb - almost a month. We don't seems better...in fact I can't wait any longer...