Today is just not my day...
hmmm....not today...this morning...
i have not end my day yet...maybe later today, my luck would be better.

I woke up damn late ( my sis didnt wake me up before she left to work)
my dog is not tied ( my aunt left it un-tied)
i tied my dog and the chain came off...and he is jumping hi and low to get out of the house...
then the contractor next to my hse advise me to move daddy's car as the contraction work may damage the car...
i was sweating early in the morning rushing out and handling the unnecessary matter...
i ended up open the door big to release his wish to get out.
i Left home at 8.55am...so damn late!
the traffic is extremely bad...i arrive office at 9.45 am! Almost an hour late to work!

Me and him had an argument again...
i realised that i wasnt his first priority...
to be exact, i knew it from the very first but now i accept the fact that i am NOT.
Too many incident to prove me right!
i am no longer angry
no longer gets crazy and do insane stuff...
i am calm and quiet not knowing what to do or to say anymore
i wrote an email 2 days ago- expressing my feelings- very straight forward...
however the next day, i went to his email acc and deleted the email!
Will i be too harsh to do so? Should i care for his feelings? This is why i decided to delete the email and swallow the whole damn shit
But he left me unattended now ....makes me feel regretted to delete the email.
i care for his feelings...do he care for me?

this sunday is my family event and i guess he will wait to this sunday...till i have no choice but to give in...
i hate this approach!