I had a long cried the night before yesterday...
tears rolling down uncontrollable...
it was a slow and dragging day on Monday with low momentum to work...moody feelings
the same old feelings of uncertainty of my work and income...should i continue or it's time to move? Do i fit the job?

Then it comes towards the end of the day, my dad called for a discussion. The announced that he is going to purchase a house for sis. Jokingly, he said is as for her wedding gift. Mom and aunt was laughing and said "she doesn't even have a bf yet. Hahaha...." But the first question i ask my dad is "What about me??" He said later. Then mom followed with " you can afford to pay the installment even dad purchase one for you."

YES they are RIGHT. I can't even afford to pay for it so what am i hoping for?
i know dad will definately buy one for me but just not now because i am not prepare to do so.
My current financial situation doesn't permit me to invest or even for me to survive.

I see many successful people who earn tons of millions in property line BUT there are more who fail. Which will i end up be? I'm not young anymore and i can't afford to waste more time
What should I do?