It has been raining since morning...
From the office, it looks like snowing outside.. The rain is tiny and you would have even realise it's raining if you are in the office.
not many ppl in the office early of the day...your could hardly hear a phone rings..
the whole environment in the office is calm and peaceful.
I feel relaxed aft hectic days last week but i dont feel calm and peace..
haha...you must be thinking i am insane- a person who doesn't know how to enjoy life.
if you are in my position, you will understand how i feel.
every minute is money to me. I wish i am busy and able to close case and earn some bucks.
haha

today, i was talking to my colleague about her and my past work experience...
then later, my team's colleague asked

Lucky girl: Hey, you thought of leaving ar?
Me : Why do you ask so?
Lucky girl: No i overheard both of your conversation about jobs etc
Me : Ooo...we are just talking about our past experience only
Lucky girl: OIC...I thought u intend to leave
Me : Hmm...why would you think so?
Lucky girl: No la...not market also not very good ma
Me : Ya lo...you can survive meh with only your basic??
Lucky girl: Oh ya,,,,i can. i dont spend much one.
Me : In my heart "yeah..definately la, all her expenses and financial commitment is taken
care by her bf. Of course no worries la. Otherwise how a person can survive with
RM 2,000 only

Haih...Am i making the right decision to continue to stay? People surrounding has been persuading me to consider of changing job...my family and friends particularly.
I took a big courage to move out from corporate world, do i want to give up so easily? If i insist of staying, would i be earning good money? or am i just wasting my time? What is my destiny?