We had a happy time for the last two days in Genting..
Although we lost in Casino but we do hv fun together...

Everything was going very well until yesterday evening. We suppose to go to Sg Lembing ( Panorama Hill) for hiking today at 2am . In fact it is just 25min away.

We got back home at about 5 pm and wanted to get some rest and sleep early for the early travel. He wanted to get online and claimed that he needs to find some info for the hiking. Of course, with such reason i cant complaint much. Also, it is too early to get to sleep.

I know he must be going into poker and was telling him not to otherwise he will stuck in poker and push the info search till last minute and this will eventually hit into late sleep. Honestly i really dislike the fact that he is addicted to poker. Everyday, if he has a chance to get online, the first thing he do is to log in to facebook poker. He plays pokers aft dinner, during weekends and public holidays. He will stuck in poker and start neglect ppl, feelings and other important things to be done. I really dont like time to be wasted in such a way. Poker is just an entertainment game which one shall not get addicted.

When he plays poker,
1) he dont listen when u talk to him
2) he join family conversation by hugging the laptop with poker games on
3) Neglect things to be done eg find information for travelling, work etc.

He promised me that he will go online and search for information on good and special food for us to explore. He target to look for 3 places of food each day. But it has been more than 3 months, i dont think he found any yet.

Why a person can get addicted to poker till such an extend? We always hit into arguments due to poker. I get irritated when i see him play poker all the time. There is once where he promise not to touch poker for 3 months but in less than 3 days, he played again. He promise numerous time that he wont play poker again but again and again , this promise is broken. To avoid dissappointment, I told him that i am not stopping him from poker but just hope that he reduce playing poker and starts to focus on real life. But this dont even work! I am very sad...coz this is just such an small matter which i hate to enter into argument.

Today , he said there is nothing to argue about. It is just a poker game ! Of course, he dont realise that what he has cause and neglect with such addiction. How much attention, feelings and life that he has ignored.

I was dissappointed but today i am going for hiking with my parents together and i really wouldnt want to spoilt the mood.

I just had a talk with him. I told him about my feelings but he just turn away from me. He is never a listener. He just want ppl to listen and understand him but not the other way round. That's why he doesnt understand and feel how others felt. That;s why he doesnt changed!

I walked out the room and returned to ask him, how can we resolved this issue but he so heartless and told me off . " I cant get a good sleep with such noisy environment downstairs. You just keep quiet ( lu tiam tiam la), it;s so fan!"

I just felt as if my heart was hardly hit and it just smashed into pieces.
I come with a good intension to resolve the issue and avoid such argument to drag to the travel, but this is what i gotten???

What can i say more?