Today...
I would need to face somethings i DONT wish to face!
haiz...it's expected..
It has been a few days of silent moment - cold war to be exact...but no action has been taken so far.
Today, no choice, but we need to put into action coz we will be having a family dinner tonite.

How do you want me to react?
I cant be angry or express myself loud coz it would be with my family...
I have to smile and act as if nothing happens - but this is just not my genuine feelings.
Why he has wait till such occasion then react? Is this his strategy? Coz i will be given no choice but to accept everything...

Sigh...i am tired...
i am tired for all the arguments that we had...
I am being blame for my bad temper...
I am being perceived as someone who is bad...who likes argument...who has bad temper...
I am tired of explaining my feelings or my intention..
What is the point of explaining when you are sentenced to death????

Written on: 14th August 2009