Last weekend, a small argument happened between us again. After we cool down,

Me : Can you be more sensitive and care for my feelings?
Him : YES
Me : Can you take a step more to pujuk ( coax) me, rather than sitting/lying down at one location
and keep asking me (1) what happen o? (2) why are you like this? (3) i said sorry already lo.
It feels like very little effort is taken
Him : YES
Him : Ta kou kou
Me : * Shake my head ( relunctant to ta kou kou for a small little things which i have mentioned a
few times. If everything also ta kou kou then it become habitual and taken lightly.

But at last i gave in to ta kou kou. hmm..i hope he takes it seriously.

I have yet to change my temper/attitude fully. There are a couple of times which I lost my temper over small issue and quickly resolve it. Also, a couple of times which I control my temper. Maybe PMS or money pressure or scuba pressure!

I have been wanted to go to temple for past 2 weeks but have yet to go. I feel like buying fruits or flowers to temple and pray for calmness, thanksgiving etc etc

I feel luck is coming to me 2 weeks ago....but nw i have this mix feelings. My fear is growing stronger lately ..the luck seems weak and it's so hard to grab hold of it.
Gosh i hope this negative feelings is not true....