I wanted to cry out loud...but my tears ain't coming out...

What should i do?
How long more i could be in silent? what do i want or expect by keeping silent?
If i speak out, what can i get?
both come to the same conclusion - no solution!

* Yawn Yawn Yawn *

Eyes are tired and motivation level is low ~

I just want to be silent...
Deep in me, i have so much to say but again i am not repeating myself...
Deep in me, i wish i have a solution but again i leave it to god...
Deep in me, i want to leave here and go somewhere stranger and just keep myself calm...
i hope i hv the courage to do so...